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More On The Saga Of My Boring Life

Most of my day I have been sitting at this computer. Abby went to Misty's so I promised to stay here with Silas since he hasn't been feeling well. He has been asleep most of the time. I am kind of bored. Iread my two chapters in Luke this morning but I haven't read my two chapters in Psalms, Proverbs and Genesis. I have found that reading the bible this way has worked for me.

I really enjoy the quiet, solemn admisphere here in the boonies. I lived most of my life near train tracks and a major highway so it's much different down here. I can't explain it, but I feel safe and comfortable in momma's house. I sure miss her though. Sometimes I used to get really lonely here but since I have made Jesus my constant companion it hasn't been that bad.

Silas and Tim have been paying my electric bill and feeding me since October. I am so thankful for them. Becky has also given me money and bought me clothes and fed me. I am truly blessed with a good family. I pray they will be blessed abundantly for the blessings they have bestowed upon me.

I love going to church. In fact, I attend three churches. My main church is the People's Church in Bokchito. I attend there on Sunday morning and Wednesday night. I have grown quite attached to the pastors there. They are good people. It is a small church but I feel the spirit moving there and am confident that it will grow. They let me lead song service and I love doing that. The second church is at Midland. I enjoy going there too. Bro. Freeman is a great minister of the Word and I enjoy singing with Verna Lee and Buddy and Silas and Tim and whoever else may join us. I go there on Sunday evening. The third is my old church where I attended for over 10 years when my kids were young. I go there when I spend the weekend at my sister Becky's house. It is also a great church.

I've been missing my Haybug all day.

Worries and Doubts

I don't know what it is in me that has been programed to worry constantly. I need more faith. I pray God will increase my faith. What am I worried about? Mostly my oldest daughter and all of her problems. I also worry about Shelby constantly. I miss her terribly and I know she isn't happy in her present situation. I am also worried about getting my backpay from Social Security. I owe so many people money and I won't be getting as much as I thought I was. I don't want to offend or hurt anyones feelings but there are so many things that I need and have been living without (like a water heater and good refrigerator and much more} It's not the ones that I know exactly what I owe them that worry me. It's the ones who have spent money on me without keeping track of how much and I don't want to cheat them or be cheated. Well, the answer is simple...pray pray pray and pray some more.

I went to my Doctor yesterday. Alot of good it did. I got four precriptions and have no money to fill them. One is a new drug and I am supposed to go back in two weeks to see how it works on me and I doubt that I will have the money even by then. {Father, forgive my doubt?}

Well, I have no power over these things so I give them to the Lord and trust him to supply all of my family's needs and my own needs.

On a different note, my house is cleaner that it's ever been. Getting rid of the clutter in my life really made a difference. I took me a while and I have'nt yet completed the task but I feel that I have accomplished alot these past few days/

I give my doubt and worry to God. I believe He will supply.

Gettin' shud of the clutter!

I woke up this morning with a burst of energy so I am decluttering my house. If I don't need it...it goes in the trash! My unexpected visitor yesterday was Gary. His woman left him and he lost his job so he came back to trying to get me back because he needs money. I told him to hit the road and never come back. I am proud of myself for standing up to him. Praise God for giving me the boldness to do that! I'm taking a break from my house keeping so that I can pace myself and get my house put back in order.

I was so glad that I got to see Hayden and Lindsay yesterday and that Shelby called me last night. That just made my day. I have beeen missing them all so much. Tim is working on my new walls in my bedroom. I am so thankful for him. He has taken such good care of me. He and Silas and Abby have been taking care of me. They are so great! I love them so much and I am so thankful to God for them.

So, I'm new here. Today was mostly good. I spent the night at my oldest daughters last night so that she could take me to My apppointment this morning. I had a good chat with my councelor (yes, I go to a councelor). Then I went back to Lindsay's and played with Hayden. I had alot of fun. Lindsay and I had a nice mother/daughter talk. Then Tim (my brother) came to get me to take me home to the "boonies". then I went over to Silas & Abby's and had a delicious supper (thanks Abby!). Now I am sitting here talking to an unexpected visitor. I'll update you on the results of that later.

My first blog

I am excited to be in Bowie with my daughter, my sister and my sister's family. I love them all so much. I will be here for a week starting yesterday. I've been doing alot of traveling lately. I think I spend more time away from home than I do at home.

Home? Well, my home is in Wade, Oklahoma now, on my Daddy's land, in my momma's house. I like it down there in the "boonies" It is so quiet and peaceful. It reminds me of "Little House on the Prairie" (TV show).

I go to court on the 16th of this month to find out if I will get my disability or not. I am praying hard that I will. Tim, Becky, Abby and Silas have helped me out so much. I am so thankful for them.

I am back in church and serving the Lord again. I've enjoyed going to church with Tim and Silas and leading song service. I actually go to three churches. One in Bokchito on Sunday morning and Wednesday nights, another in Midland on Sunday night, and New Life A/G when I spend weekends with Becky. This Sunday I will be going to church with Shelby and Stanton in Bowie.

My grandson, Hayden is walking. His first birthday is on the 15th of this month. He is so sweet and well-behaved and just absolutely adorable. I am a very proud Nana.