Worries and Doubts

I don't know what it is in me that has been programed to worry constantly. I need more faith. I pray God will increase my faith. What am I worried about? Mostly my oldest daughter and all of her problems. I also worry about Shelby constantly. I miss her terribly and I know she isn't happy in her present situation. I am also worried about getting my backpay from Social Security. I owe so many people money and I won't be getting as much as I thought I was. I don't want to offend or hurt anyones feelings but there are so many things that I need and have been living without (like a water heater and good refrigerator and much more} It's not the ones that I know exactly what I owe them that worry me. It's the ones who have spent money on me without keeping track of how much and I don't want to cheat them or be cheated. Well, the answer is simple...pray pray pray and pray some more.

I went to my Doctor yesterday. Alot of good it did. I got four precriptions and have no money to fill them. One is a new drug and I am supposed to go back in two weeks to see how it works on me and I doubt that I will have the money even by then. {Father, forgive my doubt?}

Well, I have no power over these things so I give them to the Lord and trust him to supply all of my family's needs and my own needs.

On a different note, my house is cleaner that it's ever been. Getting rid of the clutter in my life really made a difference. I took me a while and I have'nt yet completed the task but I feel that I have accomplished alot these past few days/

I give my doubt and worry to God. I believe He will supply.